Readings for March 28, 2015: Deuteronomy 20-22, Psalm 46.
Fear is natural. It’s normal to be afraid when we’re confronted with a scary situation. It’s normal to be afraid when there are storms and troubles in our life. It’s natural for us to fear people, circumstances, events, enemies. Fear is natural and normal.
And that’s the problem. What comes naturally to us is only sinful. What comes to us without any effort at all is sinful and self-centered. God himself reveals it when he said in Genesis: “The heart of mankind is only evil all the time” (cf. Genesis 8:21). Normally and naturally God doesn’t sit on the throne of our hearts as the only God, our only God. And normally and naturally we don’t want him. That’s why we get scared and are afraid of people, circumstances, events and enemies. Naturally and normally there are idols in our hearts. Fear identifies the presence of idols, idols that we trust more than God, idols that we lean on more than God. Fear identifies that we still are sinner/saint, that we still have a sinful flesh that doesn’t want to let God rule our hearts, that we still don’t want to trust God with all our heart, soul, mind or strength.
Constantly, however, God calls us to faith instead of fear. As his people prepared to go in and fight to take over the land God had promised them, “Don’t be afraid of them because I will fight for you.” God called his people to trust him instead of their weapons. God called his people to trust him instead of their own strength. God called his people to trust him instead of any other god.
Today, God calls us to faith instead of fear. Hear him. Repent of your trust in people and things. Repent of your trust in anything that is not God. And hear God call you to trust him. Hear God reveal to you who he is. Hear God reveal to you why you have no reason to be afraid even if the nations are in uproar, even if the waves are surging and the winds are blowing. Listen to God reveal who he is. And then, then, live in faith not fear.
Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. 2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, 3 though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.
Lord God, my heart shakes often and for many different reasons. I am often afraid of many different things. This reveals my sinful dependence on things beside you. This uncovers the foolishness and blindness of my own heart. Forgive me and root out the fear from my heart. Be the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Be my refuge and strength, my ever present help in trouble. Be for me what I cannot be for myself. Be for me what no person, no institution, no thing can be for me – My Helper and my Savior, my God! Abolish fear in my heart and fill me with faith. Amen.